This pickle is not crisp.

I’ve always been interested in that guy that irks me in an off sort of way. The guy that doesn’t give up, keeps trying, and shows interest first and foremost.
Most times the girls (in movies) are all, oh my gosh, didn’t know I’d like that, what a surprise and not what I imagined my dream dude to be. So what about when you already know that’s the direction you want to go in?
People always talk about a certain way things are supposed to feel when you’re with “the one.” And the characters in movies are always so quick to throw that would be relationship in the trash, without further thought. Like it’s so easy.
And I guess it is, when you.. I don’t know, know what it’s supposed to feel like? But to know it is to have been through it and then why aren’t you still in that relationship? Then, oh my, maybe they weren’t the one, so you don’t know. I don’t know.
It’s all rather annoying. I miss the days when I didn’t really mind it. I’m not sure when that was, if there was a time like that.



I just watched this movie about some kid who goes to spend the summer with his great uncles, blah blah, gets money. My point is they led extraordinary lives. Old people have some fantastic stories of their fantastic youth. Is that really obtainable anymore? I mean aside from being a famous artist/performer of some form.. Or being some sort of corporate such and such. It’s something I want. The path I’m going down now doesn’t really lead me there. I wish I could assure that other persons would be as understanding in such a matter. Overall I’m not sure how I’d do it anyway.